Saturday, August 20, 2011

In the Crowd


I sit and I watch and I wait
for you to glance my way
'cause I know when you do, I will look at you
with a blank face
it hides all that feelings you stir
as you're telling me about her
though you are not the one and we are long done
I still miss you sometimes

I still look for you in the crowd
even when I am worn out
from thinking of you and caring what you do
I just wish you'd go away
How is it that I've come to hate
every move that your body makes
I once loved all you did but you broke me of it when
you broke my heart

I wonder if you've figured out
I can't bear it when you are around
only fake smiles from me
never thought I would be glad to see you go
you feel like a dream I once had
I don't know if I'm happy or sad
that I've felt your skin, and that I let you in
guess I can't change it now